Miss singing my songs

Sometimes I miss singing my songs,
The songs in my heart that would always be,
That would never die as time may cease to be

Still when I open my heart to sing the song I know,
The melody is gone, The madness is done,
I am now afraid to sing, to speak, to be all undone

In my dream..

As I lay awake in a different realm,
What could it be, this new dream?
I can be flying over your house,
I can be singing to a mouse,
In that beautiful real world,
Where my madness is all sound,
I could be doing anything at all,
I don't care if I lay there, if I fall,
It does not matter..

Crossed Out

Crossed out poems of the blues,
Written thrice but erased with the news,
Don't want to let them out,
Don't want to keep it in the mouth,
Cryptic poems were my true souls,
To the eyes of the world who would cry foul
Inside in my peace, I will be the best me,
For viol and her solicitudes will remain free

Old Star

When those eyes lit up,
And you held my hand in the spell of the night,
I knew that you found me, old star you found me at last

When you smiled like you knew,
I stumbled through fate's winding roads to reach you,
I made it to you, old star I made it to you at last

When the magic of us rose from our hearts,
It filled the whole universe that night,
We found each other, old star we found us

Aback

Taken aback
By that moment
When it's not deja vu
Yet is more than what can be true
When you know in your deepest gut
How beautiful and sincere true love is

If I could have trusted you, I would have known you

If only I could trust you,
If only I could fall, knowing you will catch me,
If only I could close my eyes, knowing you will hold me,
If only I could run and hide, knowing you will find me,
If only I could fight the world, knowing you will protect me,

I would have known you,
I would have known your pain, when you did not tell me,
I would have known your smile, when you fake it,
I would have been your soldier, ready to die for your battle,
I would have been your inner strength, when you forsake it

I am a Pushover

We were walking down the road,
We were all so merry,
The street dogs were barking,
But not a thought did that carry,
When the dogs started running towards us,
Both of you took a decision so fast,
Pushed me towards the fangs,
Used me like a safety shield,
Against their sharp teeth,
Almost gleaming menacingly
against the dark night sky,
Pushed me like a sacrificial lamb,
Towards their sharp barks,
You forgot for a moment that I am a girl like you,
That I love dogs more than humans,
But only when they are cuddly and cute,
That I never sigh nor complain,
But that is just my respect for you,
That you could sadden me with a single action,
And I could never forgive you too..