Old Star

When those eyes lit up,
And you held my hand in the spell of the night,
I knew that you found me, old star you found me at last

When you smiled like you knew,
I stumbled through fate's winding roads to reach you,
I made it to you, old star I made it to you at last

When the magic of us rose from our hearts,
It filled the whole universe that night,
We found each other, old star we found us

Aback

Taken aback
By that moment
When it's not deja vu
Yet is more than what can be true
When you know in your deepest gut
How beautiful and sincere true love is

If I could have trusted you, I would have known you

If only I could trust you,
If only I could fall, knowing you will catch me,
If only I could close my eyes, knowing you will hold me,
If only I could run and hide, knowing you will find me,
If only I could fight the world, knowing you will protect me,

I would have known you,
I would have known your pain, when you did not tell me,
I would have known your smile, when you fake it,
I would have been your soldier, ready to die for your battle,
I would have been your inner strength, when you forsake it

I am a Pushover

We were walking down the road,
We were all so merry,
The street dogs were barking,
But not a thought did that carry,
When the dogs started running towards us,
Both of you took a decision so fast,
Pushed me towards the fangs,
Used me like a safety shield,
Against their sharp teeth,
Almost gleaming menacingly
against the dark night sky,
Pushed me like a sacrificial lamb,
Towards their sharp barks,
You forgot for a moment that I am a girl like you,
That I love dogs more than humans,
But only when they are cuddly and cute,
That I never sigh nor complain,
But that is just my respect for you,
That you could sadden me with a single action,
And I could never forgive you too..

Poem to my Soulmate

In your eyes, I could see my soul,
In your smile, I find my happiness,
In your touch, I lose myself,
In your embrace, I am at peace,
In your words, I am transfixed,
In your love, I am everything I am meant to be

In you, I find my man, my soulmate

I am not making sense

I am breathing paint,
I am feeling faint,
I am obsessing songs,
I am repeating words,
I am laughing too hard,
I am thinking too much,
I am losing myself,
I am gliding to depths,
I am smiling at nothing,
I am an orange pudding,
I am not making sense,
I am stalling a fence

Buried another myself instead

I should have,
I should have locked myself in,
Cried my heart out,
I went out dancing instead

I should have,
I should have written some sad songs,
Poured my heart out,
I went to eat ice-cream instead

I should have,
I should have cried on a shoulder,
Ripped my heart out,
I became a counsellor instead

I should have,
I should have got sad drunk,
Thrown tantrums with my heart out,
I smiled at love instead

I should have,
I should have slept days and nights,
Spent hours inside,
I lost myself instead

And with all that got hidden,
With all that got over-ridden,
I buried another myself instead,
Today, I buried another myself instead.

He warms my Heart

You warm my heart,
You light my smile,
I think of you,
You are my morning glory,
My bedside story..

I looked for you Duliajan

Warm orange light at night,
Dancing in the moonlight, the starlight,
Shadows and Turns, Trees and Stones,
I have counted 83 and each leaf I had known,
And those dreams I whispered to you,
My Duliajan, you know that I have always loved you.
Do you remember the tears you soaked,
The hushed memories of dawn,
The flowers that you bloomed bright,
All those times you held me tight,
I thought we were forever.
A haven, we were comrades together.
But you made me a nomad, I had to go,
My stories went dry, I missed you so,
Travelled far and high, No solace I could find,
Matter did not exist, no heart and too much mind,
Tired I looked for you, my sanctuary,
I looked for you..